Well so much for movies and chilling with my girl on Halloween. :/
I’m falling so hard for the perfect girl. The best part about it is that I get to call her mine. I sleep with a smile and wake up with one now. All because of you.
Things are looking up :]
All it did was screw me over. To do that on top of what happened yesterday, unbelievable. I’m practically a doormat for women. They’ll stick around until theyve done w.e they needed to.
Im depressed I think. I’ve just come to believe i’m not meant to be happy. I don’t know what to do.
did I do something?
:[ Well I was excited… Spending tonight doing nothing I guess.
Sooo we hung out and it was perfect. YAY. Now I just hope my roommate doesn’t hate me. :[
I know when I ask you to hang out, you’re probably going to say no because you want to wait till thursday. But I guess it’s worth a shot. :/
learningalittleofme: Now I have to sit here for hours and do homework.
it' okay guys
oh my dear god.
wtf just happened… I’m a fucking mess.
I wanted to spend the night with you and I honestly think you lied to me because you wanted to avoid me. Which basically means, I’m the Nate of the lesbian world. Kill me now.
I’m glad we finally figured out that being friends and having sex is a great thing. fuck yes.
all of this sucks.
You have no idea how much I miss you. You were my best friend and my dad, it’s not fair. I’d give everything to be with you again. every fucking thing.
I like you so much and you treat me like shit. All I did was try to help and you were such a bitch about it. I’m tired of the bullshit. I’m tired of shitty friends and the people who use me for everything they want. I’m ready to snap and this isn’t the best week to do it. Staying in my room until my life changes.